I did too but way back in 1977, when I was 5 yrs old. The fact that I can still remember it is testimony to.my strength of feelings. I no longer wondered why the boys didn’t want to play with me.
Those feelings have only been getting stronger over the intervening years, despite what both parents did to me in a futile attempt to stop them.
I have been living as a woman since 2017 and I absolutely love it. It’s like finally venturing outside after having been locked up in a small, stuffy room with no windows for decades. I don’t “pass” yet but I’m getting there and gaining in confidence.