Reply To: New here and would like some friends :)

[Krystal Garven]

Hi, for myself at a very young age around 5 I seemed to inherently know I wanted to have a female body eg: as a 5 year old I found an under slip of my mothers in “our ” what my dad called the house furnace room where the washer and dryer was also , this was about 1963 Edmonton Alberta Canada ,I found in the old clothing in the furnace room this black satan slip of my mothers ( she was born in 1926 ) and on the bottom of the slip a ballet type material to frill out the 1950’s dancing skirts of the time from years before she wore in the 50’s – when I think about it today and there was nothing caused by anyone else sexually being abused for example my feelings were real and honest , just my own feeling as I sat in a child’s rocker chair in that furnace room actually dreaming about having girl genitalia , nothing at that time could be done to be a girl and of course and I didn’t even understand why! then one day my mother came in to wash laundry and I was caught wearing what made me feel as a girl and happy as punch , as I remember this went on almost daily for weeks and weeks as it made me feel happy at such a young age naturally , the desire was there , the next day the slip was thrown out by my mother and I was quite distraught and was my first recollection of being Transgender – a child knows there true soul and if you feel this then you have to decide your own happiness be your true self! – XO – Krystal