Reply To: Unravelling this boot thing

[Krystal Garven]

Hi Makayla , I’ll speak for myself and you can figure your own feelings as good as you can – for myself I always had a deep internal soul feeling of wanting my bottom equipment as a child to be female – the only real female around was my mother but I learned about clothing and played with her shoes etc. , learned  even how a bra was put on with clasps at the back by watching about this strange devise girls used Ha ! my mother would still turn her back of course doing this out of decent dignity , stockings were still held up with girdle snaps in the 60’s but I sure learned about girl things   – I was even into understanding feminine hygiene things back in the 60’s checking that stuff out under the bathroom lower sink vanity – male and females obviously have fetishes for sexual gratification – at 63 I can appreciate another women’s physical form and the clothing she wears if it looks good on her – I never got the chance growing up to be and dress female as my dad had my head shaven like a US Marine for a decade to abide by his rules in the house , he was a brow beater and master , seemed miserable all the time to show and keep his power and authority , and as a kid ” ME ” wanting to be a girl so bad but couldn’t say a damn thing ” OR ELSE ”  when you get the strength mentally if your truly transgender to actually go out in public ” don’t over do it with clothing and make-up ” be as natural looking as you can be – I live / eat / breath / function totally female because I feel in my soul I’m female right from birth and I get addressed as ” MAM ” all the time – I sold my house a few years ago and spent the money on myself finally to physically be me  SRS-2 and BA at the Kamol Hospital in Bangkok ( I was D cup naturally ) hair line, lipo , etc. – I have No regrets but it took me 58 years ” I’m not playing this bullshit game anymore ” with my gender – you’ll know deep inside your soul if your honest with yourself whether your gender being female is right or wrong ! XO – Krystal , BC , Canada