I have been “different” for eons, like since first grade when I was caught trading clothes with a girl classmate. Mostly suppressed feelings of dysphoria (before we knew what it was ) by posing/dressing as a girl. Did marry a HS girlfriend who was perhaps more masculine than I. I was more of a mom to our 3 children than she. About 20 years ago she asked me to crossdress for her, and it did not go well. We divorced soon thereafter. My daughter was a teenage mom, and I was my daughter’s doula. I have been helping my daughter raise her 2 children. Now with some alone time, I get to explore. Thanks for reading this far.