Hi Kim. Welcome. So glad you found your way here. I came out to myself at the end of Sept. Then my wife a few days then family and friends and finally parents at the beginning of January. It went well which was the last thing I expected.
Anyway, I am sorry this journey for you has taken the path it did. If ever it would help you to elaborate here then I think I can safely say that I speak for myself and the others that we will happily and compassionately listen. BUT, no pressure. Do what you need when you need.
Our stories are quite different from each other in some ways and not so much in others. The main thing is we are all in this together. I have received so much support from this group during hard times. I love them all! Peace,