Tracee, Thank you ever so much for the kind words. I enjoyed the poem. It seems to me depression comes in waves. Fear should not rule my life, neither should pure logic, but I am human so they do. Most of mine were named in my verse. On the other note, I am reminded by an old Star Trek quote, “The good of the many out way the good of the few or one.”. Who am I to think my pain is any greater then an others? I try real hard to do right by people, and if my enjoyment cause pain, why not suffer for their enjoyment. Of course I know the argument against what I just said. Sometimes you have to be selfish. Balance is the key, that I am not right now. Hence the verse.