Thank you for that, Cloe!
That is exactly what I am worried about. I can’t help but think no matter what decision I make will have both positive and negative outcomes. I actually made a list of all those outcomes that I could think of and it made me realize that I’m willing to give up everything except my daughter. She’s only 9 months old now and I just love her so much! I actually cried two days in a row now at the thought of not being able to see her any more…
I do understand that keeping this a secret will also create difficulties. Especially considering my growing animosity towards my wife’s inability to accept and understand my feminine side whatsoever…
its just so difficult… I am definitely continuing therapy, and it is helping me so much! I love seeing my therapist. 🙂
thank you so much for the support though! I would love to stay in touch! 🙂
-Abby <3 <3