Welcome to TGH Jiohn!
You’re not alone in your quest for figuring yourself out, even in east TX. We’re here for you to talk to as friends in helping figure some things out.
You don’t mention whether you are seeing a gender counselor, but we highly recommend going that route before starting HRT and we definitely recommend working through an endocrinologist for monitoring blood chemistry and figuring out healthy prescriptions for you if you do start.
Hugs, Ambassador Cloe