First let me say that you look lovely!!
Now, your story sounds quite a bit like mine. I was particularly struck by your statement that you hate your body hair, would love breasts, long hair and soft hairless skin but aren’t bothered by your penis. I feel exactly the same way!!! I identify as gender fluid and would love to live as a woman most of the time although social, business and family keep me mostly in man mode. I don’t expect to go on hormones to grow those breasts and change my skin and hair but we’ll see how things evolve.
I hope this is of interest and please feel free to message me to talk further.
Lots of love