When I forced myself to be honest about who I was, I felt that wearing women’s clothes was a start and not a destination. When I allowed myself to behave naturally, it was in a feminine way. Before transitioning, I would always have to act like a man. Now, I never question that anything that I do is not feminine. Right now, I am on HRT. I am looking forward to getting surgery.
Also, it is never too late. I started in my 40’s. There is always a way. I am in support group where people started transitioning later than I did. Each one of them are happy that they did.