January 10, 2021 at 8:31 pm #92581
Susannah:
Glad that you found us. Many here have been where you are now and also many folks here are willing to share their experiences. You didn’t mention if you were seeing a therapist. It is often very helpful to work with someone experienced in gender issues. Humans tend to resist change and a therapist can help you navigate through the difficult parts.
Also, when you have a chance, please complete your Profile page as best you can. It helps people to understand how things are going for you and how your journey has progressed…