I can empathise, it has taken me soooo long for my own awakening. I knew as long ago as 1977 that I wasn’t happy in my male body. I had never heard of transitioning, it was never talked about in those days. My parents ruthlessly repressed my feminine tendencies. By today’s standards, I was abused.
I spent my entire childhood and teen years in a fog of confusion and I still have no real idea about my sexuality. I’m not letting it define me. I know I’m a woman inside, my body just has to catch up.
We all have our journeys, don’t let yours stress you out. Take time out to enjoy it. All will become clear in time. Xx
Love and hugs from Mel