I have always fought the urge to transition but when I was young my brothers and father would have harmed me and then I got married and had children. I wanted to wait till they grew up especially since my children and my spouse told me about 15 years ago that they would turn their backs on me when I transitioned. I became a teacher and used my maternal instincts to help my students. Before I knew it I got old.
Sunday I was visiting my new granddaughter and I burst in to tears! My dysphoria has never been soo bad and my feelings of panic has become alarming!! You could Say February 14, 2021 I realized that I no longer could no longer postpone the inevitable, I will be giving up soo much but the best part of me is the dear lady inside of me can no longer be denied……… and I am terrified!
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