Hi Bobbie,
Aww girl DON’T be sad-be happy 😊. YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Not by a long shot. Don’t know where you live, I’m in Los Angeles California, however I would like you find a transgender group to share your experience with. I’m a member of the LGBT Center and we have a place for YOU. Call this number and ask to speak with Gina Bigham. She’s the director of the senior center. Her number is (323)860-7336. There are great zoom meetings you can see and talk to others about everything. Forward your email to me and I will forward to you a link to a great makeup artist. She’s an artist to the stars here in Hollywood and she works with anyone at the Center. Her name is Mellisa M. My email is XXXX Just remember, sweetie, you are not alone. Get involved