Glad that you have joined us!
Yes, many here reach the point where something just has to happen. It is very tiring to continue to put effort into the lie, particularly when you know that there must be a better way. But, it isn’t an easy hurdle to get over, as you know.
Thanks for being very thorough with your Profile page! It puts a stake in the ground as to how things sit for you and where you want to go. Unlike regular posts, you can update the page when something changes.