Since I am an interesexual I have no problem identifying as a MtF transwoman. However I don’t always know if I am gay, straight or Bi. In my thoughts I have had one monogamous relationship with a woman, but I often dream of having gay sex with her. Like transitioning there is really nothing to worry about. I f I choose to be a straight transwoman that is my perjorative. There are so many men I find insulting and unattractive. Yet many women I find attractive, and still this dream of being with a hunk plays in my dreams. My problem is the only person I think of is the woman who I have been with for twenty five years. I suppose what will last when reflecting on my life are the relationships I have had with women. Yet privately they are the ones who know about my gay fantasies also.
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