Lifelong transgender woman that has continually pondered her gender identity. To me, when I look at my image in the mirror as Eileen, it feels like the most natural thing in the world. It feels as how everything was meant to be, just who I am. I do go out and about often as a woman and enjoy looking elegant in classy clothes. Also enjoy being dressed down in casual clothes and just doing ordinary everyday things, I like to blend in and act like a real woman. I love to express my feminine side and in many ways I am more comfortable and confident presenting myself as a female. I am not fulltime, when but think often I would like to make that dream a reality someday. The personal, social, financial, physical, legal and emotional implications of going fulltime are daunting. For now I continue being part time and try to improve my appearance, mannerisms and voice. I LOVE being a woman! Eileen