Born male. Wished I was born a girl from 5-12. Tried to come out but lost some friends. Built myself in the image I thought I could live with. Had some girlfriends, served in the armed forces. Started questioning my choices. Found my wife. Questioned my gender again. Had two beautiful children. Not sure I can keep up the guise. Tried to come out to my wife but I couldn’t watch her fall apart. I’m currently reflecting on my pAst and I’m keeping a journal. My wife thinks I am just a cross dresser and seems ok with that. My goal is to make her fall in love with my female persona and take it from there.