I am sitting here, having a nice glass of wine, contemplating my future. I am a torn individual. OK with my male life, yet wanting more. I just feel more alive when I am April, yet I am so self conscious of my appearance. I know I do not pass and while I am OK going out part time...
Archive for category: Going Full Time
A year ago yesterday, August 13, I filed my court orders for my name and gender change; my first major step towards social transition. I had been on hormones for almost three months. Although during the first two months, I didn’t think I would fully transition. I only wanted to...
I’m coming up on a year since I came out and went full time as Stephanie. What a year it has been. I’ve never been happier and freer in my skin than I have been in the last year. If only I known prior to transition how it would affect me, I’d have done this years ...
I’m not going to tell my life’s story because it’s too painful to divulge anything before 2016 at this time. Needless to say, I’ve always thought that I was meant to be a woman. Before 2015, my wife always made clothing for me; most of the time, we had matching outfit...
Thoughts about my gender reach back as far as when I was two years old. I usually acted androgynous to femme in whatever I did in life. From the bounce in my step, wearing or using female hair tools or clothing, or how I preferred females as friends. I enjoyed many typical female...
Readers beware. This article describes many aspects of my journey so far–some of which may be uncomfortable. I figured if I’m going to share my story, I might as well tell it all. It all started when I was very young. I don’t recall any memories before age five. My gran...
I would like to share my life with all the beautiful women here. Accept who you are. I waited too long, and yet it was the perfect time. I was known by my mother, and every woman that I was ever with. Each knew my true self, but I was too afraid to agree and admit that I was a wo...
Approximately a year ago I began my transition from male to female. As almost all that undergo transition, I started with the social aspect. At the age of forty-two, it may seem kind of late in life yet; it is more common than one may think. I certainly had a few concerns that ne...
For the last 9 months and 28 days I’ve been living as a woman all day, every day. At home, at work, and out in the world I am a woman. Whether I’m exercising or relaxing, spending time with friends or alone I am me. I know that many transgender woman who haven’t...
Greetings gentle readers, Thank you for following me here to this new portion of the web I call my own. I have deep love and care for all those wrestling with gender issues, and for their loved ones who wrestle alongside them. However I found it more and more difficult to write w...
Chat with the Transgender Community
Join Our Community
Meet others in the transgender community, make friends and share your true self with others. Transgender Heaven has a vibrant community, with more than 3,000 members and dozens of daily posts and transgender topics to explore.
Chat, share photos and live your authentic life.
New in the Transgender Heaven Forum
- Halie Hamilton
- Kimber Cad
- DeeAnn Hopings
- Kimber Cad
- Terri Werner
We may receive a commission for purchases made through links to our sponsors. This helps us maintain Transgender Heaven and provide a safe, welcoming and supportive place for the community.
Just for FTM Members
Share Your Opinion
- Affirmative Surgery
- Am I Transsexual?
- Breast Enhancement
- Brina's thoughts
- Details That Make The Difference
- Editor's Choice
- Emotional Transition
- Events and Conferences
- Facial Feminization Surgery
- Friends and Family Situations
- Gender Roles
- Going Full Time
- Hope and Light
- Hormone Replacement Therapy (HRT)
- Media Review
- Outings together
- Physical Transition
- Real World Issues
- Scholar Program
- Self Development
- Trans Aid
- Transgender Heaven announcements
- Transgender News
- Transitioning Advice
- Your Weekly Reset